mid-day reflect.

today started off great, woke up grabbed some breakfast on U at this chill Cafe. BTW I had (strawberry waffle, eggs, and OJ) <--- yum right. now about last night, chilled with an old friend. I think she was excited to see me. It's been a minute. One thing I learned about people, is that as much as they may act tough and that they're not thinking about you. They really are most of the time. Now you have those cold hearted people like me, who can erase a person from their life without breaking a sweat, but we are hard to come by. Not contradicting, anything I said before about progress and never taking steps backwards in life. But holding grudges solves nothing. FORGIVE, LEARN, but most importantly MOVE -------> FORWARD. Well until next time, people respect yourself and others. GOD is love. PEACE.

remembering Michael.

still can't get over that Michael is gone. So many celebrities are paying respects and remembering Mike as a pop icon. Where were these people when he needed them the most? Michael wasn't the easiest to understand, but he made great music and had an impact on so many people. WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. MUCH LOVE for MJ!

mid-day reflect.

sitting here at work. i woke up late last night, and i grabbed my phone and called shorty because she was on my mind, or whatever. Damn, maybe I just need a vacation from all this ish. if it aint one thing its another. sitting here switching contacts over from my phone to my Blackberry BOLD. yeah I had to get rid of T-Mobile, they be on some shit. But anyway I'm preparing myself for the fall and getting ready for what I AM SURE... will be a great year AT HU. These last few days I have focused more on the "family first" perspective. and i know everything will be str8. we all go thru certain things in life for a reason. and i strongly believe that God has a plan for all of us. and what's meant for us will be and what's not will pass us by. Life is way to short to consume yourself with stress and grief. rejoice and be happy, but most importantly thank the GOD above for all the things you have and are grateful for. AND tell the ones you love the most family or friend YOU love them as OFTEN as possible. well Im going to finish this day off at work at the other job and try to relax and try hit the gym later tonight lol. LOVE YALL. until, next time much peace and blessing. GOD IS LOVE. <3

Nas & Damien Marley- As we Are

fire, this just a snippet check it out.

As We Are snippet - Nas & Damien Marley

Tributes to Farrah Fawcett

R.I.P, a woman that defined the expression "true beauty".

It's a sad for America.

R.I.P Michael Jackon, one of the greatest pop artist to ever live. You will be missed but NEVER forgotten. My prayers are with your family.

Shaquille O'Neal Traded to Cavaliers

The Phoenix Suns agreed to trade center Shaquille O’Neal to the Cleveland Cavaliers, where the 15-time All-Star will team with the NBA's Most Valuable Player LeBron James.

The 7-foot-1 O’Neal will add a dominating presence inside for Cleveland. The Cavaliers had the NBA’s best record last season, then lost to Orlando in the Eastern Conference final as Magic center Dwight Howard averaged 25.8 points and 13 rebounds.

O’Neal, 37, has averaged 24.7 points and 11.2 rebounds over his 17-year career. He won three NBA titles with the Los Angeles Lakers and one with the Miami Heat, and was the league MVP in 2000.\


“If Shaq can play regularly, he is exactly what the Cavs need,” Hall of Fame center Kareem Abdul-Jabbar

"Its definitely going to be a good season. Its a wrap" - Cameren Murrill

Zo's Summer Groove 2009

A little bit about the event:
NBA Champions Alonzo Mourning and Dwyane Wade have joined forces once more to host the largest event of the summer-

RRA & SEMINOLE HARD ROCK PRESENT THE SUMMER GROOVE (ZSG) HOSTED BY ZO & D. WADE

Held in Miami, Florida, July 8-12, 2009, ZSG is a five-day weekend event that has something for everyone: golf, comedy, concert, benefit dinner, youth summit, youth sports conference and basketball clinic, a free block party, an all-star basketball game and numerous exclusive functions. Now in its 13th year, ZSG proceeds benefit Alonzo Mourning Charities and the Wade’s World Foundation.



*Back at it again. Last year, we had a ball. Can not wait to be in the YAYO again this year and do it all over again.

FRESH OFF TO PRESS. (insider) lls.

Now some people, don't enjoy when people take ideas or grasp a quick interest in something you've already done or something you are currently doing. Now me, I love to inspire people. I love haters. I love them ALL. If you can look at something in my life and want to resemble anything Im doing big or small. I must be doing something right. If you want to repeat the things I say I must be saying them right. If you want to buy the finest and look the best. I must be wearing it right. To each is own.

*But, words from a wise man. BE YOURSELF first.*

Hajime Sorayama x Kaws Original Fake Companion

Another toy I can't afford. You can expect a price point of around 1000 USD.

FRESH FEET.

Hypebeast be on it. If I can find these it's a wrap... Visvim | FBT LHAMO-FOLK Red

Dee & Ricky Cigarette Brooch

look what I found browsing hypebeast... creativity @ its best. the same creators of the lego heart.

CLIPSE New Video "KINDA LIKE A BIG DEAL"

Fatal Metro Rail Accident in Washington, D.C. (my prayers are with these victims and their families.)

Six people were killed in a D.C Metro rail crash. The rush-hour collision on the busy Red Line injured dozens of people. Those killed include the operator of one train. It's the first fatal crash for the Metro train system since 1982. A rush-hour collision between two crowded trains on Washington's subway system killed at least six people this evening and injured dozens, trapping commuters in a stack of twisted rail cars that rescuers were still searching hours later. Witnesses say a train near the Ft. Totten station on the Metro's busy Red Line was rear-ended by another train, which climbed atop the stopped cars ahead of it, leaving a two-level snarl of debris. The operator of the approaching train, whose name was not immediately released, was among the dead, authorities said. Rescue workers propped up ladders to help survivors escape from the upper train cars. Seats from the smashed cars spilled out onto the track.

this funny feeling.

well... first off Happy Father's Day, there actually are some good dads out there in the world. BIG UPs to you.

Its 12:41 AM early Sunday Morning, I guess I should be out being as though its the weekend in all, but Im stuck indoors. Im sitting here and I got this empty ass feeling and I don't know if it's something or someone I'm missing. I could possibly be that I'm just letting small shit get to me like always. today was straight. got a fresh cut, worked out a little bit, and chilled until it was time for work. Never made it to the mall, though... damn. But umm yeah... really need my summer plans and vacations to come into play any given SUNDAY. the old shit is really starting to take toll on me. I guess Im still trying to adapt to letting shit go. Life is way too short to carry so much tension and stress. I have plans that must be carried out. the near future looks really good. Well until next time. Peace.

*God is Love*


-Cam

WHO's wearing TOYWATCH?

Michelle Obama: Michelle Obama and daughters Malia and Sasha make surprise Eiffel Tower visit in Paris, France.

Mercedes- Benz folding Bike

Mercedes-Benz is well known for their luxurious cars, but not for bicycles. Well not anymore. Apparently the Germans would like to tackle a whole new niche with their latest collection of folding pushbikes. There are two folding options – fully folded which is a very small package, while the “shuttle” position allows the bike to be pushed and steered making it ideal for easy carriage using public transport. This folding option allows you to take your bike wherever you go -yeah yeah yeah. that's what they SAY! I definitely got to get my hands on one of these.

W Magazine- Mr. & Mrs. Willis

Bruce and Emma pose for W Magazine! OK Bruce got him a young thang 32 year old model, Emma Herring. I thought this shit was funny.

Im back off that hiatus.

It's been a while, been very busy trying to work my regular and juggle other important "ish" over the summer. But, a lot of things took place over the last few weeks and I have come to realize two important things about life:

1. Its OK, to let friends and love ones close to you, but INDEPENDENCY is the best because when you fail you have no one to blame it on, but YOURSELF.

2. Never allow yourself to forget your purpose and where you belong. Consuming yourself with things or other people who intentions are not always clear or who have no purpose in your growth will result in instant failure.

Enough of that, some cool highlights I've had so far over the last few weeks, were spending time with close friends and working out. Yes trying to get this body tight again. That College 15 or whatever they call it, it's true people. Looking forward to the upcoming events of Summer of 09'. Trip to Los Cabos with the fam. Essence in Louisiana 4th of July weekend, followed by annual trip to the YAYO for Zo's Summer Groove 09' damn all back to back. I think I deserve it though. It's always good to treat yourself after hard work to relieve most of that bottled stress.

Now about my love life... <3 that good ole' fling... <3 I really don't get too mushy in public, but hey this has to be aired out. I recently ended my last relationship, and it felt soooooo good. At times, I miss her, but without that negative energy. I can truly say I have been better. People like that I call "silent haters" who seem like they are the only ones who have a purpose in this world and your suppose to agree and hang on to every word they say... and the moment you express your opinion... your in the wrong. But anyway people like that will soon learn no one likes a NOT IT ALL especially when a lot of times they don't even know what the fuck they talking about. Yeah she was NEXTED... it hurt but in that relationship I learned the true meaning of the wise words "never make someone a priority when they only make you an option."

Moving on to the second person in my so called "love- life". <3 that wishy washy type love... <3 Now this girl was somewhat special to me... I guess. She was smart, kind, soft spoken, and very much into me, from what I thought. Now, this is somewhat of an old friend we were together a while ago, and it didn't quit work out. But, everything deserves a second chance, but NEVER a third. No more moving backwards. You discover a lot of things about people the second time around, and lets just say I'm glad things worked out they way they did. and I'll leave it at that. i wish her the best and someday she will be great and will probably make some other dude feel like gold, JUST WON'T BE ME.

And there was a third... <3 all this time I thought this CHICK was a winner<3 . FINE, SMART, CULTURED etc. Was on her heels for a while, the time we spent together was utterly amazing and I do mean... just that. Her company and energy was sooo appreciated and NEEDED when everything fell forward with the previous relationships. But again, the more you are around a person, the more you will discover... And who I thought was my authentic "princess" turned into be the "opposite" of who and what I needed in my life. So it wasn't hard for me to let that go as well. As much as I wanted her and thought it would grow into something I needed in my life, I realized quickly not to invest anymore time and energy into this person. Had "NOT YOU" written all over it.

So, Im no longer looking, but like they always say when your not searching something good always fall right into your lap, and I'm wondering now if that has already happened. =)

Well far as love, that's as good as it gets at this point. Will keep you guys posted if anything changes. At this point, IM NOT auditioning for anyone new & definitely not moving backwards to anything or anyone old.

Stopped following the games after LJ was disqualified from the finals during playoffs. The Lakers for the win once again. Can't hate though, that boy, Kobe is a beast. Congrats! to Orlando for their hard work this season.

Everything seems to be falling into place, have so much productive things planned for the fall, and plan on being more serious about my career and education. I must continue to focus on what's important. Damn I Love this new shit I'm on.

Well that's the run down folks, until next time. Respect yourself and each other. God is love.

*p.s stay tuned for more posts that will be added very shortly.


-Cam